I've never liked dealing with the problems in my life, I don't mind confrontations in general but I most definitely don't like confronting myself. The universe in general I can handle, I've always loved philosophizing about the life, just not my life. I don't ever cry because it would require facing the issues I have to cry about. Even when I'm not happy I usually smile and tell myself that I am. 'Fake it till you make it' my mom always used to say, it was one lesson I took to hart. I've never put my all into anything because that would require giving something of myself and any of my friends could tell you that's not something I give up. It's probably the main thing that keeps me from reaching my full potential.
I used to bury my head in books to keep myself from having to face my own life, I still read but now my escape it music. I go outside in the middle of the night, put my headphones in and blast my music as loud as I can. Usually it's Modest Mouse, Cage the Elephant if I'm in a good mood, maybe Poe. It all the same to me, just music, I sing as loud as I can and sway my head. If you say me you would most likely think I was going crazy.
I love to write but I can only do it sometimes, see to be a good writer you can't use your story as a scapegoat, you have to put your life into the story. The trick for writing is is to not think of it as drawing pictures in the mind of your reader but creating a whole new world that will come alive, that will grow and prosper with your guidance. Still though, for that world to have substance you have to offer it some of your own world.
It's because of this that I've decided to start trying to put my all into my everything. Life is short I don't want to spend it hiding because I can't face my own emotions, its extremely unhealthy. Plus when ever I get in a bad mood people think I'm depressed and crying because they never see me upset, its unbelievably annoying when every time I get quite everyone's like, 'OMG! Are you o.k?!?!' I mean come on people!
So there you have it, a new start. An extreme start.
Hopscotch
One two three! Hop with one bent knee
Throw the stone as perfect as you can
Lands on the 10! Here we go again
One
One
Two
One
Two
Throw the stone as perfect as you can
Lands on the 10! Here we go again
One two three! Hop with one bent knee
Mrs. Richardson's Butterscotch Caramel
I'm sitting here eating an apple, my favorite fruit, and dipping it into the most scrumptious, heavenly, thing you could possibly imagine; Mrs. Richardson's Butterscotch Caramel.
According to her shiny gold lid Mrs. Richardson has been making this positively delightful dip since 1916, and boy is she good at what she does! With 130 calories per serving this Butterscotch caramel is well worth the fat. Don't fret though, Mrs. Richardson made sure to add some healthiness with her 1g of saturated fat; this caramel is 2% Vitamin A and 2% Calcium. Most people see Mrs. Robinson and think of her butterscotch caramel ice cream topping, but really her caramel can be used for so many things, like..
- fruit dip
- moisten cake balls
- shake/smoothie yummer
- pie topper
- on apple crisps
- in candy-yams
- stirred in with pudding
- on pickles
- cheesecake
- brownies
- and of cores the stand by, with a spoon!
There are also many ways to heat your butterscotch caramel, in the microwave with the lid off for 20 seconds. You could hold the jar over the stove, or maybe a fire till its heated (fire could could come from lighter, match, or a camp fire). You could also put the jar in boiling water (caution: jar may be hot). If you don't want to deal with heating it up then I suggest you don't get it cold.
This rich caramel delight can be found anywhere from 2 to 5 dollars and when you see the Mrs. let her know I said hi and keep up the good work.
Movies
I watched a scary movie and couldn’t go to bed
Mom says I can’t watch scary movies anymore
I watched a sad movie and cried all night
Mom says I cant watch sad movies anymore
I watched a funny movie and laughed till the cows came home
Mom says I can’t watch funny movies anymore
I watched a cartoon movie and drew all night long
Mom says can’t watch cartoon movies anymore
Then mom took it ALL back, I can watch movies I just can’t go to bed
Little Lucy's closet
Little Lucy cleaned out her closet every-day at bed
But Monday Lucy was very, very tired
So Little Lucy forgot
Monday ended with;
5 coats in the closet
3 mismatched socks
2 pairs of shoes
And 1 teddy-bear
All in Little Lucy’s closet
Little Lucy cleaned out her closet every-day at bed
But Tuesday Lucy was very, very exited
So Little Lucy forgot
Tuesday ended with;
3 Barbies
2 cups
3 hats
2 toy phones
5 coats
3 mismatched socks
2 pairs of shoes
And 1 teddy-bear
All in Little Lucy’s closet
Little Lucy cleaned out her closet every-day at bed
But Wednesday Lucy was very, very sick
So Little Lucy forgot
Wednesday ended with;
2 dirty plates
1 stool
4 bags for goodwill
3 dirty napkins
3 Barbies
2 cups
3 hats
2 toy phones
5 coats in the closet
3 mismatched socks
2 pairs of shoes
And 1 teddy-bear
All in Little Lucy’s closet
Little Lucy cleaned out her closet every-day at bed
But Thursday Lucy was very, very sad
So Little Lucy forgot
Thursday ended with;
1 Baby elephant
6 tooth brushes
10 spiders
1 broom
2 dirty plates
1 stool
4 bags for goodwill
3 dirty napkins
3 Barbies
2 cups
3 hats
2 toy phones
5 coats in the closet
3 mismatched socks
2 pairs of shoes
And 1 teddy-bear
All in Little Lucy’s closet
Little Lucy cleaned out her closet every-day at bed
But Friday Lucy was very, very scarred
So Little Lucy forgot
Friday ended with;
10 Blankets
1 tea party
3 boxes of chocolates
6 Cactuses
1 Baby elephant
6 tooth brushes
10 spiders
1 broom
2 dirty plates
1 stool
4 bags for goodwill
3 dirty napkins
3 Barbies
2 cups
3 hats
2 toy phones
5 coats in the closet
3 mismatched socks
2 pairs of shoes
And 1 teddy-bear
All in Little Lucy’s closet
That weekend Lucy went into her closet for a toy
But then Little Lucy forgot to clean herself out of the closet
Alphabet
Alphabet
Alphabet’s so perfect
Letters; a, s, p
Featuring things very nonnumerical
F, t, v, n get jazzy
Many words become of it, drum, xylophone, ukulele, zoomba, quittige
Everyone knows rockers; g, j, m, w, b, o, I, d, x, u, q, z
Yippy!!
Fred the Fridge
Fred was a fridge
Fred was a fridge nobody ever cleaned out
None of the people liked Fred, because he was never clean
But Fred had friends
Fred had the;
Mushy Strawberries
Green Cheese
Warm Ketchup
Rotten Eggs
Lumpy Milk
Flat Pop
Sour Sour-Cream
Brown Lettuce
Gushy Bananas
Left-Overs That No One Would Eat
Chunky V8Juice
Dried Up Carrots
Fermented Apple Juice
Moldy Bread
Red Meat Gone Brown
Fred was a fridge
Fred was a fridge nobody ever cleaned out
None of the people liked Fred, because he was never clean
But Fred had friends
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